I realised that I have to go through dark, through unsafe, unexplored, painful.. I have to go through everything that may seem hard so that I can reach the end of the tunel where I will, at last, see the light.
That dark tunel, without signs on a road, is something that you will be thankful for in the future because it helped form a stronger, more mature and more confident person.
And then, when you pass all of that darkness, do not look back. That is behind you now. You do not have time for that.
Look in front of you. Be proud. You just won the war you were fighting with yourself.